i should really think twice before i want to blog about something, man. really):
syafiqah=STUPID
regular reader. TSK.


today seems to have passed so quickly. training was 3 hours. and i dont think i improved by even a tiny bit. i feel so sad la. i mean, my expectations were like, to actually improve by like, ALOT. D: sorrow. did sprints. it totally tire me out. oh wells. it's beneficial (:
haha. i'm SO trying to be positive-thinking over here. (:
we molested girlfriend and chermaine's faces with our mayonaise-d palms(: hahaha. damn funny. took photos of them both(: they look so cute please. ((:

went organ straight. took train with girlfriend. so sorry. i just felt moody all of a sudden. sighs. i was like that even till organ class. then i went to wash my face, then i felt different. it was really freaky in the audi alone. but i dont want anyone to be thrown out of the room like how juliet and girlfriend faced :/ hehh. but they still went in in the end(:

i still have so many things to worry on. ):

family's planning to go new zealand for holiday with relatives. but i'll be having my organ competition thing, IF i'm in finals. then, i'll be having my organ exams. ): if not i'll have to take it in september. but there's the organ performance that i have to brush up on. it'll be too packed. i mean, with the practices and rehearsals and stuffs :/ then if i dont take it in september, it'll be next year ): and it's so long. and i'm done with all the songs except that i need to memorise chords and stuffs la. those complicating things. sigh.
no only that.

there'll be intensive training for the 11-aside in july. and i wanna get into the first 11 ): so so badly ): but i cant even clear a ball properly. my gosh. real sad la D: how to become a true defender liddat man. so sad ):

mid year coming somemore ): and hakim has holiday instead. WTH la. unfairness. ):
revise revise revise.
practice practice practice.

tomorrow shall be another packed day ): i wanna go out D:
somebody, help me.
i need loads and loads of GREEN M&MS.
):


cause GREEN M&MS cheer me up
(: